渐沉的红日宣告黄昏的来临，血一样的红色在苍白的天际漫漶。巨日构成的灿烂途径似乎有着奇异的吸引力——人们都一路向西，在荒凉的图景中整齐而有秩序地行进。葡萄糖滴答滴答地流入血液，在空旷的白色房间中，像是一声无力的叹息。\n今年是新星历2年，战乱刚刚结束，一切都百废待兴。我挣扎着从病床上爬起，来到宽敞的落地窗前，人们恍惚而又麻木的神情刺痛了我的神经。似乎是下意识的，我又想起那个16岁的小姑娘……\n那是三年前的事情了，不知道在哪个难民基地，我遇见了她——姑且称她为A小姐吧。也是一个这样的黄昏，在一扇更加破败与陈旧的落地窗前，也是这样死气沉沉的暮色，我第一次看见她。她正拿着简陋的绘画工具，描绘着窗外的夕阳。\n画画能让你幸福吗？我问她。你看上去很开心。她点了点头，又摇了摇头。我当时觉得很奇怪，直到很久很久以后的将来我才明白——让她感到幸福的并非绘画，而是这个在大部分人看来无药可救的世界。\n接下来的半年时间里，我总是时不时地遇见A小姐，有时是点点头就匆匆擦肩而过，有时却会在那扇破败的窗前聊很久。我在这半年的时间里得知了很多关于她的情况，比如她的父母是死在侵略者的铁蹄下，比如她也曾有过姓名，比如她只剩下的那个独一无二的编号——A_0410731。比如她今年才16岁。\n基地里的一切都在拷问我的双眼，这让我意识到，这位年轻的女孩是何等的与众不同。\n只有她还在期待黎明，只有她还在相信黎明。\n可她死在了黎明之前。与她父母一样死在了侵略者的铁蹄之下。死在了我的眼前。\n为了守护整个基地，她在某次与侵略者的正面对抗中硬接下了所有的攻击——她碎成了茫茫星海中一枚滚烫的星屑，也为整个基地带来了希望，前所未有的希望，足以扭转战局的希望。\n后来我生了一场大病，再也没见过外面的世界，直到如今久违的和平降临，我被转移到这家新建的医院。我还是时常想起A小姐那张满怀对世界的热爱的面容，与她在最后的最后，遗憾而又决绝的身影。\n"]]],["p",{"uuid":"lhc2ydfzyy0v1zmivnc"},["span",{"data-type":"text"},["span",{"data-type":"leaf"},"还有那封信。很多年以后，在我临终之际，我终于看见了它。"]]],["p",{"uuid":"lhc31i9w3wo6sjol4hj"},["span",{"data-type":"text"},["span",{"data-type":"leaf"},"信上是这样写的："]]],["p",{"ind":{},"spacing":{},"uuid":"lhc31jzyijiry4nst3d"},["span",{"data-type":"text"},["span",{"data-type":"leaf"},"“这个，就是我曾经存在过的唯一证据了。”"]]],["p",{"ind":{},"spacing":{},"uuid":"lhc31k00e90j9vz43y"},["span",{"data-type":"text"},["span",{"data-type":"leaf"},"“当你在你的目的地醒来时，一切就结束了。”"]]],["p",{"ind":{},"spacing":{},"uuid":"lhc31k021vc6v5ra4qs"},["span",{"data-type":"text"},["span",{"data-type":"leaf"},"“当你读到这里，我可能已经死了。我还不知道你的名字，不知道你家住何方……我没办法从容面对自己的终结。在没有你的情况下。”"]]],["p",{"ind":{},"spacing":{},"uuid":"lhc31k040mzpj3rk6609"},["span",{"data-type":"text"},["span",{"data-type":"leaf"},"“我爱你。”"]]],["p",{"ind":{},"spacing":{},"uuid":"lhc345qdhuq5zaxbuvv"},["span",{"data-type":"text"},["span",{"data-type":"leaf"},"“还有，对不起。”"]]],["p",{"uuid":"lhc30rga3iv0h9fab3c"},["span",{"data-type":"text"},["span",{"data-type":"leaf"},""]]]]” 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data-identifier-application__slash__x-doc-key=”NybEnBoegwWPqP13″ />渐沉的红日宣告黄昏的来临，血一样的红色在苍白的天际漫漶。
巨日构成的灿烂途径似乎有着奇异的吸引力——人们都一路向西，在荒凉的图景中整齐而有秩序地行进。

葡萄糖滴答滴答地流入血液，在空旷的白色房间中，像是一声无力的叹息。

今年是新星历2年，战乱刚刚结束，一切都百废待兴。我挣扎着从病床上爬起，来到宽敞的落地窗前，人们恍惚而又麻木的神情刺痛了我的神经。似乎是下意识的，我又想起那个16岁的小姑娘……

那是三年前的事情了，不知道在哪个难民基地，我遇见了她——姑且称她为A小姐吧。也是一个这样的黄昏，在一扇更加破败与陈旧的落地窗前，也是这样死气沉沉的暮色，我第一次看见她。她正拿着简陋的绘画工具，描绘着窗外的夕阳。

画画能让你幸福吗？我问她。你看上去很开心。她点了点头，又摇了摇头。我当时觉得很奇怪，直到很久很久以后的将来我才明白——让她感到幸福的并非绘画，而是这个在大部分人看来无药可救的世界。

接下来的半年时间里，我总是时不时地遇见A小姐，有时是点点头就匆匆擦肩而过，有时却会在那扇破败的窗前聊很久。我在这半年的时间里得知了很多关于她的情况，比如她的父母是死在侵略者的铁蹄下，比如她也曾有过姓名，比如她只剩下的那个独一无二的编号——A_0410731。比如她今年才16岁。

基地里的一切都在拷问我的双眼，这让我意识到，这位年轻的女孩是何等的与众不同。

只有她还在期待黎明，只有她还在相信黎明。

可她死在了黎明之前。与她父母一样死在了侵略者的铁蹄之下。死在了我的眼前。

为了守护整个基地，她在某次与侵略者的正面对抗中硬接下了所有的攻击——她碎成了茫茫星海中一枚滚烫的星屑，也为整个基地带来了希望，前所未有的希望，足以扭转战局的希望。

后来我生了一场大病，再也没见过外面的世界，直到如今久违的和平降临，我被转移到这家新建的医院。我还是时常想起A小姐那张满怀对世界的热爱的面容，与她在最后的最后，遗憾而又决绝的身影。

还有那封信。很多年以后，在我临终之际，我终于看见了它。

信上是这样写的：

“这个，就是我曾经存在过的唯一证据了。”

“当你看到它的时候，我已经死了很多年。”

“我还不知道你的名字，不知道你家住何方……我没办法从容面对自己的终结。在没有你的情况下。”

“可能你依旧觉得我还相信黎明……不，不是的，我早就不相信这个烂透了的世界，但我还相信你。”

“你就是我的黎明。”

“我爱你。”

“还有，对不起。”